so everyone latley has been having there newborn baby post. i figured i would join in and show you all my new born. her name is starkesha she is an african american think about it baby i had her one night and boy i have a new respect for mothers espesially teanage mothers youd be amazed at how much they go through not just with the babys but with the wayepople act around them (ill explain more in a minute) i wouldnt have the patience for that. so for those who dint know waht a baby think about it is ill explain, heres the whole story.
on my A days 4 period i have this class called child development we pretty much learn about kids and how the develop kinda a self explaining name right? yeah so i was told one day that we would have to take home babys and i thought okay that will probably be later in teh year. well i was wrong the next day we got a sheet passed around wondering when we wanted the baby so i figure i might as well get it over with and take it home that night so i sign up and get my baby i named her starkesha she was one of the cuter babys and i thought it would be fun to have a black baby since im so white. so i get her and there is a little sensor that they put on a braclet and put on my wrist so i cant get it off so i get a bottle a spare diper, spare change of clothes and a diper bag so the baby has a bunch of sensors in it so if you hold it wrong or mistreat it it will know and so will the teacher so you have to treat and care for it as if its a real baby so i shoved all the clothes in the bag and went home it was a pretty quiet baby compared to some of the other ones i got home and about an hour later i fell asleep and i woke up to crying well at fist i thought it was the t.v.and thought huh i thought i turned that off but then i realized it was starkesha my baby so i feed her and then 5 min later she was crying again so i changed her diaper and yes the baby could tell there is a sensor in the diapers. so then 5 min later she was crying again and i didnt know why so i thought maybe she needs to be burped so i started to pat her back gently and she still cried then i rembered that my teacher said we had to pat it pretty hard so i hit her a litttle harder and she started screaming! apparently she didnt like being hit..who knew? well it all went down hill from there i dont think she liked me after that so i rocked her and she went to sleep well that night i told my friends i would go listen to them sing in the choir so me my friend brett and her mom went (with starkisha) and so about half way threw she started crying so i grabbed my stuff and got about halfway to the door and she started her little scream\cry and let me tell you they make those babys sound REAL so everyone was staringat me in the hallway and was giving me dirty looks and glaring at me like oh my gosh theres another teenage mother ( i had the baby wrapped up so it wouldnt get cold and it looked pretty real) and she cant even control her child so i got her to stop carying and the glares got worse and i could just see them judgin me its pretty amazing how fast someone will judge you when they dont even know the whole story so i went back in and stood at hte back with her and she started crying again so i walked back out with her and again with all the dirty looks so one lady walked really close and kinda looked into the blanke but i made it so all she could see was the black arm and man if looks could kill id of been dead twice over. so i went in and even some of the kids were looking at me like i was a pariah so at that point the concert was ending and we left and went to cafe rio.
so we walk i nand go to get our food and the lady behind me was burnig holes in the back of my head and i was getting kinda sick of it so i lifted the baby up and i was like aww whos mammas lil girl and just started talking to her and stuff and then we went and sat down and there was a table of 8 cops sitting across from us we were sitting by the table by the window and the people who were behind us in line sat next to us so i wass hungry and i couldnt eat while i was hloding her so i laid her flat and set her on the chair well some of the cops didnt like that so they kinda did that lil disapointed mad look and so i ate and about 1\3 of the waythrough my baby started crying so i picked her up and i changed her and she kept crying so i feed her and she keept crying now by this time everyone in the restaurant was giving me dirty looks so i started patting her back and she screamed again so i started rocking her and she finally stopped crying so i set her back down then i ate about half of it and she started crying again and i was pretty sure they were thinking i was the worst mother ever by this time so i picked her up and i made it so that they could see she was fake and then by that time the friends i were with were laughing so hard they were practicly crying and so then like all the police started laughing and the people next us and you could see on there face that they felt stupid for judging me so when we got up to leave i kinda glanced around and i caught the eye of a grandma and she had a lil hunch back and squinty glaring eyes and she just shook her head and her thoughts were something along the lines of for shame you little harlott i could see it in her eyes and the way she looked at me with complete discust even though she had never met me and apparenlty she didnt get the memo that it was fake so we left and i went home and went to bed laughing at how judgmental people were and that we as people need to not judge because you DONT know the whole story and unless they tell you themselves personally taht then you need to not assume things im not saying im perfect and i dont judge anyone because i do all the time but im trying not to so at about three am she started crying so i changed her and went back to bed about a5 min later so i fed her and she ate till 4 am then she went back to sleep the rest of the night the next day i took her back and now shes someone elses baby with some other name but wow i dont think ill ever forget the looks i got so thats my baby stoiry heres some pics i took before i gave her back :)